Police
officer explains the tragedy of Dust Off and drug use
This article was drawn to our attention by Mary Olson, Anchor
columnist. It is to anyone who has or will have children growing up or those of
us who are around younger teens… It’s worth a few minutes to read this article.
Please read this officer’s story carefully.
– Editor
First I’m going to tell you a little about me and my family. My name is
Jeff. I am a police officer for the city which is known nationwide for its
crime rate. We have a lot of gangs and drugs. At one point we were #2 in the
nation in homicides per capita. I also have a police K-9 named Thor. He was
certified in drugs and general duty. He retired at three years old because he
was shot in the line of duty. He lives with us now and I still train with him
because he likes it. I always liked the fact that there was no way to bring
drugs into my house. Thor wouldn’t allow it. He would tell on you.
The reason I say this is so you understand that I know about drugs. I
have taught in schools about drugs. My wife asks all our kids at least once a
week if they used any drugs. Makes them promise they won’t.
I like building computers occasionally and started building a new one in
February 2005. I also was working on some of my older computers. They were full
of dust so on one of my trips to the computer store I bought a three pack of
Dust Off. Dust Off is a can of compressed air to blow dust off a computer.
A few weeks later when I went to use one of them they were all used. I
talked to my kids and my two sons both said they used them on their computer
and messing around with them. I yelled at them for wasting the $10 I paid for
them.
On February 28 I went back to the computer store. They didn’t have the
three pack which I got on sale so I brought a single jumbo can of Dust Off. I
went home and set it down beside my computer.
On March 1st, I left for work at 10 p.m. Just before midnight my wife
went down and kissed Kyle goodnight. At 5:30 a.m. the next morning Kathy went downstairs
to wake Kyle up for school, before she left for work. He was propped up in bed
with his legs crossed and his head leaning over. She called to him a few times
to get up. He didn’t move. He would sometimes tease her like this and pretend
he fell back asleep. He was never easy to get up. She went in and shook his
arm. He fell over. He was pale white and had the straw from the Dust Off can
coming out of his mouth. He had the new can of Dust Off in his hands. Kyle had
died.
I am a police officer and I had never heard of this. My wife is a nurse
and she had never heard of this. We later found out from the coroner, after the
autopsy, that only the propellant from can of Dust Off was in his system. No
other drugs, Kyle has died between midnight and 1 a.m.
I found out that using Dust Off is being done mostly by kids ages 9
through 15. They even have a name for it. It’s called “dusting”. A take off
from the Dust Off name. It gives them a slight high for about 10 seconds. It
makes them dizzy.
A boy who lives down the street from us showed Kyle how to do this about
a month before. Kyle showed his best friend. Told him it was cool and it
couldn’t hurt you. It’s just compressed air. It can’t hurt you. His best friend
said no. Kyle was wrong.
It’s not just compressed air. It also contains a propellant called R2.
It’s a refrigerant like what is used in your refrigerator. It is a heavy gas.
Heavier than air. When you inhale it, it fills your lungs and keeps the good
air, with oxygen, out. That’s why you feel dizzy, buzzed. It decreases the
oxygen to your brain, to your heart.
Kyle was right. It can’t hurt you. It kills you. The horrible part about
this is there is no warning. There is no level that kills you. It’s not
cumulative or an overdose; it can just go randomly, terribly wrong. Roll the
dice and if your number comes up you die. IT’S NOT AN OVERDOSE. It’s Russian
Roulette. You don’t die later. Or not feel good and say I’ve had too much. You
usually die as your breathing it in. If not you die within two seconds of
finishing “the hit.” That’s why the straw was still in Kyle’s mouth when he
died. Why his eye’s were still open.
The experts want to call this huffing. The kids don’t believe its
huffing. As adults, we tend to lump many things together. But it doesn’t fit
here. And that’s why its more accepted. There is no chemical reaction. No
strong odour. It doesn’t follow the huffing signals. Kyle complained a few days
before he died of his tongue hurting. It probably did. The propellant causes
frostbite. If I had only known.
Its easy to say hey, its my life and I’ll do what I want. But it isn’t.
Others are always effected. This has forever changed our family’s life.
I have a hole in my heart and soul that can never be fixed. The pain is
so immense I can’t describe it. There’s nowhere to run from it. I cry all the
time and I don’t ever cry. I do what I’m supposed to do but I don’t really
care. My kids are messed up. One won’t talk about it. The other will only sleep
in our room at night. And my wife, I can’t even describe how bad she is taking
this. I thought we were safe because of Thor, I thought we were safe because we
knew about drugs and talked to our kids about them.
After Kyle died another story came out.
A probation officer went to the school system next to ours to speak with
a student. While there he found a student using Dust Off in the bathroom. This
student told him about another student who also had some in his locker. This is
a rather affluent school system. They will tell you they don’t have a drug
problem there. They don’t even have a dare or plus program there. So rather
than tell everyone about this “new” way of getting high they found, they hid
it.
The probation officer told the media after Kyle’s death and they, the
school, then admitted to it. I know that if they would have told the media and
I had heard, it wouldn’t have been in my house.
We need to get this out of our homes and school computer labs. Using
Dust Off isn’t new and some “professionals” do know about it. It just isn’t
talked about much, except by the kids. They all seem to know about it.
April 2nd was one month since Kyle died. April 5th would have been his
15th birthday. And every weekday I catch myself sitting on the living room
couch at 2:30 in the afternoon and waiting to see him get of the bus. I know
Kyle is in heaven but I can’t help but wonder if I died and went to hell.